was qt pissed by someone today.apparently im not supposed to tell anyone. but i dun really care lor. wadeva man. u think u can just come and order me arnd and im supposed to meekly obey is it. you think u wad some big man hu can rule my life? ok lah admittedly last time it was qt true as in i would do wadever u tell me to do but hello. im not a little girl forever ok. you think everyone in the world has to adjust for ur liking anytime u want them to? you telling me to be nice to her is not going to make me like her u noe. i mean ok lah if u talk to me nicely den maybe i will consider but u just come in and start telling me to do what u want me to do is NOT exactly the way to go abt doing it. seriously i cant stand it when guys are mcps. i mean wadeva lah call me a feminist. i dun care. frankly i rather a girl be a feminist den like just take things passively and just let ur bf tell u what to do all the time. like hello dun u have a backbone. God din make guys better than girls ok so stop deluding yourself cos you are not as wonderful as u think you are.

anyway im supremely full. oh man im bursting. daddy was super mad today. he was like having some retarded conversation with the waitress at haagan daz haha. my father is abit mad sometimes i think :p me and rach were supposed to steam buns today for post service snacks but we couldnt! cos we couldnt find the lighter.. so we baked them haha... but couldnt get them out in time. nvm!!! nxt week we will do it!!! and you shld have seen pples faces when the touch our buns HAHA. they like see den like so happy ask if they can take den they touch it and the face suddenly drop haha... cos was cold and hard :p oops.but me and rach had qt a fun time in the kitchen haha. food pple rock :) darren was saying we sabo him cos he was just telling brendan tt if he wants to join fellowship com must be committed like me and rach hu do food every week den lo and behold this week no food :p hahaha. ok nvm. noone is perfect hees. cell was good today...shalom salads rock haha. and we made joy wear a purple wig. super "nice"